know your self worth

I'd like to start this off by saying ii hate my siblings for breaking my laptop -_-.
Ok now that I've gotten that outta the way on to my topic. Now ii chose to bypass tenes topic because I'm still not 100% on what ii want to say ... Just haven't caught the vibe for it yet. However this one just struck me ( mainly because someone pissed me off).

I have an ex ( that will remain nameless for now ) that ii have knbown for some years now. We have a lot of history together I had a lot of love for him but I never was in love. The first time me and him went out so to speak my mother didn't like him and I fought and argued even stopped talkin to my mother all for him. Me and him must have dated on about 3 different occasions but none of them ever lasted for more than 6 weeks tops. Everytime we would break up we would loose contact for a little bit then hed find me n history would repeat it self again.
Except for the last two times. When I was a fresgie in college me and brandon got into a ight because of an away message ii put up ( yes.-_- an away message) he felt it was a personal attack and ii insulted his girlfriend n blah blah blah ... U know the deal. But in the end he blocked me . O wewll ii really didn't care. Now next semester he hits me up (-_-) and says he just wants to hang out so ii oblige. So we take a trip to the mall and go out for dinner ... All is well until we back to my house then the idiot comes out again (smh) and he starts asking for sex ( as if paying for his broke asses dinner wasn't enough ) so iim tellin him no and he's asking why so ii explain to him ii personally am choosing not to have with anyone until I'm in a committed monogomous relationship. Like every other guy does when ii say that he begins to tell me y he think ii should make him abn exception ( like ii really care to hear his rebutal who said this was up 4 discussion ) but any how he tries and faild then disappears wwhich to me proves his motives. Now he's trying again he's just takin a more subtle approach. Now I'm not goin to lie ii dnt always obey myrule however ii canyt be swindled into breaking it its been brokrn on my own account. But ii was thinking to myself if ii have confidence in myself and really stick to my rule ii will exude that self confidence and that attitude that let's others know what ii stand for and that I'm no joke. This dude only comes around for one thing and one thing only so I've decided to put an end it to it. I know my self worth and I refuse to let some one back into my life who doesn't :).


... And that's the way the cookie crumbles :):)