So this blog is about Leonard! [Extramedium90.blogspot.com] :) ( the crowd goes wild)
Leonard is a dude tht ii met in May 2008 at my prom. However our history doesn't start until August of 08. We went to college together and ii had a little crush on him. One day while skippin the most boring English class on earth (-__-) me and leonard stood outside the C building of our skool tlking and idk how it happened but we kissed ( one of the best kisses I've evr had might ii add) but yea ... We kissed . That night had to have been one of the most fun nights of my life ( thank God for unlimited metro cards) e went from qcc to shadyville to rufus king manor back to shadyville and honestly it was one of the most fun nights of my life. But tragedy soon ensued :(. Leonard crushed my spirit after we went to a movie and we stopped talkin all together. Now for sum reason this man thought ii hated him ( wasn't true !) But in may he hit me back up n our friendship just blossomed from there :). Leonard has become one of my best friends and he is the ONLY male ii talked to when ii feel like I'm on the brink of just throwing in the towel on this game called life. In these few short months I feel as though ii gained a true friend who will completely tell it like it is but still have my feelings in mind. Leonard ur oonnnee strange cookie who cannot keep ur behind still ( unless it rains lmao ) n ii think u look nutz wen u randomly dance in hallways but ii wouldn't have u any other way :) ii love u man with 3 first names :)
... And that's the way the cookie crumbles :):).
Thursday, September 10, 2009
dont eat my belly button
This blog is dedicated to my snuggumz (kinda) ( he's 3 relax) but for sum reasons he ran across my mind and iim thinkin man my boobskies about to turn 4 nxt thing ii know hell be 16 then hell be 30 and ii will me ... Older than dirt :(.
But ii was watchin a video ii have of him from a few weeks ago with him screamin dnt eat my belly button and ii was thinkin " man now ii know how daddy feels" and it must be worst for him cuz I'm actually his child versus snuggumz jus being a baby from my church. I never really caught on 100% when people told me ii will always be daddys little girl. But as ii get older ii see that he calls me by my childhood pet names more.
He won't let me do allot of things bc he doesn't want me to grow up and ii dnt mean that in a bad way but he's just always gunna see me as the little bowl legged girl with the big eyes that used to always run behind him just as to me boobskie will always be the baby boy screamin "don't eat my belly button !" ... Don't worry daddy I'm still slightly bowlegged with big eyes I'm just slightly taller and now ii onlii run behind u for money and even though ii dnt express it ii love u the same :).
... And that's the way the cookie crumbles :):)
But ii was watchin a video ii have of him from a few weeks ago with him screamin dnt eat my belly button and ii was thinkin " man now ii know how daddy feels" and it must be worst for him cuz I'm actually his child versus snuggumz jus being a baby from my church. I never really caught on 100% when people told me ii will always be daddys little girl. But as ii get older ii see that he calls me by my childhood pet names more.
He won't let me do allot of things bc he doesn't want me to grow up and ii dnt mean that in a bad way but he's just always gunna see me as the little bowl legged girl with the big eyes that used to always run behind him just as to me boobskie will always be the baby boy screamin "don't eat my belly button !" ... Don't worry daddy I'm still slightly bowlegged with big eyes I'm just slightly taller and now ii onlii run behind u for money and even though ii dnt express it ii love u the same :).
... And that's the way the cookie crumbles :):)
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Well Well Well ...
Hey Luz
Dam ii haven't posted in like a week ... ii have quite a bit to talk about mostly randomness...
Soooo on friday ii didn't do much but it was pretty much the start to a terrible weekend (concerning my diet) but ii spent sum time wit him :)
Saturday aunty paulette came up 2 ny ( yaaaayy) ii love when aunty paulette comes up here she's hilarious
Sunday was deloris' bridal shower and we went to my aunts house seen uncle Gary my cousins Shannon graham niki and Shana
And Monday wweeehhhh lawwd ( this is wat ii really wanted to talk about ) was West Indian Pride Parade ( Jamaica Stand Up ) and as usual ii went wit my bestest. Every year on Eastern Parkway in BK they have labor day parade and it is POPPIN this is the second peaceful year in a row might ii add. But its basically a day where every island comes together and jus celebrates with food costumes and eastern parkway is a rainbow coalition of flags its beautiful :) ii love my Jamaican culture :).
I won't even speak on the hot messes since ii had fun.
Anywhooooo nxt topic
I seen this dum behind topic on twitter today #thickchicks and #skinnychicks these trendin topics PISSED ME OFF not because of what they were but because of what people where saying. It offended me its as if people think that the more u weigh the less feelins u hve. I dnt care what anyone says but even a 350 pound woman doesn't want to hear that she's fat. Some of those things said where so hurtful and ii took a personal offense to them. What people need to realize is that words hurt and sometimes your words can leave more of a scar than a physical beat down could ever. For the first ( and last ) time ii have to agree with my hs dean who said " sticks and stone may break my bones but words can break my heart " and it breaks my heart to know there are millions of beautiful girls leanin over there toilet seats because of a simple 3 letter word and that someone's daughter is laying 6 feet under bc she starved herself to a point of no return all because of WORDS. Ladies n Gents get your life together no ones tellin u that your gf has to b a size 2 or a size 20 to each is own but there is absolutely no need to down a specific body type bc its not particularly attractive to you. Just think one day it might be your daughter , sister , niece, mother , etc. on the recieving end of the same harsh words that ur dishing out now. Jus a little food for thought.
... And that's the way the cookie crumbles :):).
Dam ii haven't posted in like a week ... ii have quite a bit to talk about mostly randomness...
Soooo on friday ii didn't do much but it was pretty much the start to a terrible weekend (concerning my diet) but ii spent sum time wit him :)
Saturday aunty paulette came up 2 ny ( yaaaayy) ii love when aunty paulette comes up here she's hilarious
Sunday was deloris' bridal shower and we went to my aunts house seen uncle Gary my cousins Shannon graham niki and Shana
And Monday wweeehhhh lawwd ( this is wat ii really wanted to talk about ) was West Indian Pride Parade ( Jamaica Stand Up ) and as usual ii went wit my bestest. Every year on Eastern Parkway in BK they have labor day parade and it is POPPIN this is the second peaceful year in a row might ii add. But its basically a day where every island comes together and jus celebrates with food costumes and eastern parkway is a rainbow coalition of flags its beautiful :) ii love my Jamaican culture :).
I won't even speak on the hot messes since ii had fun.
Anywhooooo nxt topic
I seen this dum behind topic on twitter today #thickchicks and #skinnychicks these trendin topics PISSED ME OFF not because of what they were but because of what people where saying. It offended me its as if people think that the more u weigh the less feelins u hve. I dnt care what anyone says but even a 350 pound woman doesn't want to hear that she's fat. Some of those things said where so hurtful and ii took a personal offense to them. What people need to realize is that words hurt and sometimes your words can leave more of a scar than a physical beat down could ever. For the first ( and last ) time ii have to agree with my hs dean who said " sticks and stone may break my bones but words can break my heart " and it breaks my heart to know there are millions of beautiful girls leanin over there toilet seats because of a simple 3 letter word and that someone's daughter is laying 6 feet under bc she starved herself to a point of no return all because of WORDS. Ladies n Gents get your life together no ones tellin u that your gf has to b a size 2 or a size 20 to each is own but there is absolutely no need to down a specific body type bc its not particularly attractive to you. Just think one day it might be your daughter , sister , niece, mother , etc. on the recieving end of the same harsh words that ur dishing out now. Jus a little food for thought.
... And that's the way the cookie crumbles :):).
Thursday, September 3, 2009
progess report !
Well chickadees its been 10 days since ii started my challenge and though ii highly doubt that ii lost 10 pounds ii am loosing weight and ii feel the change in my body. For instance my back and my butt dnt touch any more ( woop woop ... Tmi ? ... Oo sorry o well =/)
I also wanted to say that ii see the comments ii just can't reply from my blackberry but thank you :). But concerning the weight challenge ill do a progess report every 10 days. Tata for now :).
... And that's the way the cookie crumbles :):).
I also wanted to say that ii see the comments ii just can't reply from my blackberry but thank you :). But concerning the weight challenge ill do a progess report every 10 days. Tata for now :).
... And that's the way the cookie crumbles :):).
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
3 AM
So its 3am and ii can't sleep. I'm supposed to go jogging with tene in the morning and do my hair and go with christine to get her peircing in the am ... God give me the strength cause ii can't do it on my own not on 3 hours of sleep atleast.
But back to my not being able to sleepness. I have conditioned myself to talk to this special person in my life every night b4 ii go 2 bed and tonight ii didn't even get a text from him :'(.
Just because ii can't sleep ill tell yall about him. Well I've know him for almost 4 years and we kind of have this up and upper type of relationship. There is something so undeniably special about him its crazy. My freinds all have their own opinions formed about him but for once ii really don't care what anyone has to say about him because they don't know him the way ii do.
He is one of the most amazing people I've ever met in my life. At the same time that I'm talking him up I have to admitt his not so goods. He does have a tad bit of a record for being a ladies man and ... That's pretty much it. Honestly ii find myself over analising things ii used to c on his page and things people tell me about him and honest to God I've spent nights bawling over him ( though I'd never tell him) but something just draws me back , like ii can't leave him alone. Our chemistry is sooo crazy real its bananas. Now neither one of us claims eachother technically but he's the only guy ii talk to / am involved with because honestly ii don't c or think about anyone else and it would just b a waste of time to talk to anyone else because I'd never be there my minds is just always on him. He knows how ii feel about him and ii know how he feels about me and that's all ii need. I'm not looking for anyones approval or thoughts on the situation. Am ii 100% happy with where me and him are at ? No. But ii can tell you I'm pretty dam close. This man is the only guy who ii can truley say that ii love and ii know that he will ALWAYS be a part of my life no matter what even if its not in a romantic way because well ... He's just that dam special. Welp ii think ii can go to sleep now with a smile on my face :). Yo dead ass... He knows ii don't even have to say it... Its euphoric ii wish this feelin would never end.
...And that's the way the cookie crumbles .:):).
Ps sorry for the typos ... It is 3 am n today was sooo the best day of my life bc willie of day26 tweeted me yes HE tweeted ME aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (ok I'm done ) :D.
But back to my not being able to sleepness. I have conditioned myself to talk to this special person in my life every night b4 ii go 2 bed and tonight ii didn't even get a text from him :'(.
Just because ii can't sleep ill tell yall about him. Well I've know him for almost 4 years and we kind of have this up and upper type of relationship. There is something so undeniably special about him its crazy. My freinds all have their own opinions formed about him but for once ii really don't care what anyone has to say about him because they don't know him the way ii do.
He is one of the most amazing people I've ever met in my life. At the same time that I'm talking him up I have to admitt his not so goods. He does have a tad bit of a record for being a ladies man and ... That's pretty much it. Honestly ii find myself over analising things ii used to c on his page and things people tell me about him and honest to God I've spent nights bawling over him ( though I'd never tell him) but something just draws me back , like ii can't leave him alone. Our chemistry is sooo crazy real its bananas. Now neither one of us claims eachother technically but he's the only guy ii talk to / am involved with because honestly ii don't c or think about anyone else and it would just b a waste of time to talk to anyone else because I'd never be there my minds is just always on him. He knows how ii feel about him and ii know how he feels about me and that's all ii need. I'm not looking for anyones approval or thoughts on the situation. Am ii 100% happy with where me and him are at ? No. But ii can tell you I'm pretty dam close. This man is the only guy who ii can truley say that ii love and ii know that he will ALWAYS be a part of my life no matter what even if its not in a romantic way because well ... He's just that dam special. Welp ii think ii can go to sleep now with a smile on my face :). Yo dead ass... He knows ii don't even have to say it... Its euphoric ii wish this feelin would never end.
...And that's the way the cookie crumbles .:):).
Ps sorry for the typos ... It is 3 am n today was sooo the best day of my life bc willie of day26 tweeted me yes HE tweeted ME aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (ok I'm done ) :D.
Dudez n Dudettez
Now tenizzy ashbizzy wants me to talk about dude ... She's wanted me to talk about them for a lil bit now but ii just "felt" the topic today.
Now to keep it fair for everything flaw about guys I'm goin to do an equally stupid flaw of women. Sooo here we gooooo.
Now what I've noticed lately with men (boys) this no cuffin situation. Therz songs about it ( gimme 20 dollaz )and guys are claimin this is why they don't claim the girl who have been down for them since day one. This is dumb to say the least. Why can't everyone do there own thing. Instead of everyone being their own pwerson we have a bunch monkey see monkey do boys who won't do anything tht their boys or crew aiint doin.
Now don't get me wrong relationships aren't for everyone however hanging the one you love on a string isn't wats poppin either. Now on the flip side ladies wen we choose to "hold down" these guys we must step back and evaluate the situation. If yóu been riding for him for umteenth years and therz no title , commitment or even a flippin promise ring u need to get a move on who knows u going away might just give him that extra push to take the long over due next step.
Another thing in the not kool department is when you guys instead of just telling your girl .. You know ii don't really feel the same about you anymore... You guys go to great lengths to treat your lady freind like a bowl of POO! Do ii even need to express how uncool this is ... Didn't think ii did.
Now back to the flip side , ladies learn when to take a hint , he's not havin a bad day and that's not his way of saying ii love you its his way of sayin eff you go away.
There's plenty other thing ii could talk about but quite franklii ii forgot ii was typin this and its now 3 am (12 hours later) and ii lost the mojo for this topic.
N sadly
... That's the way the cookie crumbles. :):).
Now to keep it fair for everything flaw about guys I'm goin to do an equally stupid flaw of women. Sooo here we gooooo.
Now what I've noticed lately with men (boys) this no cuffin situation. Therz songs about it ( gimme 20 dollaz )and guys are claimin this is why they don't claim the girl who have been down for them since day one. This is dumb to say the least. Why can't everyone do there own thing. Instead of everyone being their own pwerson we have a bunch monkey see monkey do boys who won't do anything tht their boys or crew aiint doin.
Now don't get me wrong relationships aren't for everyone however hanging the one you love on a string isn't wats poppin either. Now on the flip side ladies wen we choose to "hold down" these guys we must step back and evaluate the situation. If yóu been riding for him for umteenth years and therz no title , commitment or even a flippin promise ring u need to get a move on who knows u going away might just give him that extra push to take the long over due next step.
Another thing in the not kool department is when you guys instead of just telling your girl .. You know ii don't really feel the same about you anymore... You guys go to great lengths to treat your lady freind like a bowl of POO! Do ii even need to express how uncool this is ... Didn't think ii did.
Now back to the flip side , ladies learn when to take a hint , he's not havin a bad day and that's not his way of saying ii love you its his way of sayin eff you go away.
There's plenty other thing ii could talk about but quite franklii ii forgot ii was typin this and its now 3 am (12 hours later) and ii lost the mojo for this topic.
N sadly
... That's the way the cookie crumbles. :):).
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